Just a second

So there is a certain sadness that I see that comes over you and sometimes I look at you for second and it makes me a little sad too. For a moment i just want you to think that its the same world honey that has brought you down as the one that's gonna pick you up. I want you to really look into that thought. I guess i put up some front like if I'm a strong willed person but that's never the case I think everyone has good intentions until proven otherwise.
So I have this new found happiness and frankly, I don't know what to do with it. This could be just period talk but I'm hoping its not. This happiness can't be blown away like smoke can, it cant be drowned by sleep or munchies. It remains deep in my nail beds, my cuticles and every single crease in my skin.
I found this rummaging through my older posts:
I'd like to tell you that we have it all figured out, but words are merely just that; and every tale unlearned is a new world born in the spaces in between.