You see that picture below? of me and Patric, let me tell you a little about how that works.


Im still wearing that poofy jacket with the faux faur outling the hood, talk about tacky.I dont care I feel so good. I've met this boy, and I think he deserves a post or two.
After december, after my long overdue break up, after my 3 month depression and desperation for change. Change hit me in the most unexpected way, I didnt find this change looking in the mirror,wishing at 11:11 hoping and praying. No. This change just fell perfectly onto my lap. As crazy as that sounds, thats exactly how it came about. I cant help but smile at the thought of how life likes to fuck with us in the most beautiful ways. Unimaginable ways. I thought it would take forever and day to get over you. It took me living a little and ultimately finding him and letting him into my life. I dont know what's coming over me, but im so happy and im actually living my life the way it's meant to be lived, and its all because of you. You lured me with your charisma and positive outlooks. Your exactly what I needed and longed for. It's silly I know but I haven't felt this way in such a long time, that I feel the need to express myself thoroughly. Right now at this moment I feel so infinite again.

It's so nice when you hold me like that.