April 29, 2009

Everything that goes up eventually goes down

My stepfather left last sunday. Im not sure if it's for good, but his stuff isn't home and I haven't seen him since. As for my mum, I really dont know what to tell her, I think she's trying to be strong for all of us but it must hurt, granted i know shes hurt.
Being married for five years and watching your relationship with that someone you were supposed to dedicate the rest of your life to, watching it all slip from your grasp; must be hard. It's hard to see the love that you once felt fail, diminish into thin air. So it kinda leaves me stumped, about this whole "love" concept. If you know me well, you'd know you that ill never stop believeing in it.
But it depresses me so much, this whole situation, so much so that im fighting back tears as we speak here at the library.



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1 comment:

  1. hey, just a random blogger.
    I just read this and want to say that I hope everything works out in the end and that you find something that cheers you up soon :)

    take care,
    Macy xx

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