Markus, this is your post

Raven of Deth (3:40:43 PM): so maybe it is best if you wait before going on dates and talking to other guys
mariecriedwolf (3:40:47 PM): it isnt pathetic, its love
mariecriedwolf (3:40:50 PM): nononono
Raven of Deth (3:40:54 PM): of course...
Raven of Deth (3:40:55 PM): love
Raven of Deth (3:40:59 PM): pfft
mariecriedwolf (3:40:59 PM): i have to try to meet other people
Raven of Deth (3:41:07 PM): I'm not sure
Raven of Deth (3:41:11 PM): if that's the best idea
Raven of Deth (3:41:26 PM): cause then you wouldn't really be fair to the other person
Raven of Deth (3:41:27 PM): =[
mariecriedwolf (3:41:47 PM): nothing is wrong with casual dating no?
Raven of Deth (3:41:50 PM): You'd be leading them on as if they have a chance when you're still stuck on Rommel
Raven of Deth (3:42:05 PM): As long as it doesn't turn to "talking", no
Raven of Deth (3:42:07 PM): but now a days
Raven of Deth (3:42:12 PM): people are really clingy
Raven of Deth (3:42:20 PM): so I wouldn't know wha tto tell you
Raven of Deth (3:42:32 PM): As for the love vs pathetic thing
mariecriedwolf (3:42:43 PM): ugh i hate that, with just one date, your hooked
mariecriedwolf (3:42:46 PM): whywhywhwhhyy
Raven of Deth (3:43:00 PM): he says you destroyed his life, I'm not gonna give my opinion because I'd like to remain neutral
Raven of Deth (3:43:08 PM): but if he honestly believes you did that
Raven of Deth (3:43:15 PM): he should stay away from you
Raven of Deth (3:43:26 PM): sometimes what you love may be the most lethal poison
Raven of Deth (3:43:30 PM): like drugs
Raven of Deth (3:43:37 PM): you love the feelign they give you
Raven of Deth (3:43:42 PM): but you know they kill you
Raven of Deth (3:43:53 PM): only the strong can go cold turky and get out of it
mariecriedwolf (3:44:03 PM): thats what i dont understand, how he plays ping pong with my feelings
mariecriedwolf (3:44:05 PM): ahhh
mariecriedwolf (3:44:08 PM): thanks though
Raven of Deth (3:44:13 PM): so it would be best if he grew a spine and walked away
Raven of Deth (3:44:18 PM): but
Raven of Deth (3:44:22 PM): this is Rommel
Raven of Deth (3:44:28 PM): who has the spine of a jellyfish
Raven of Deth (3:44:32 PM): I love the kid
Raven of Deth (3:44:36 PM): but I'm giving up
Raven of Deth (3:44:40 PM): on him
Raven of Deth (3:44:49 PM): like, I can no longer support him
mariecriedwolf (3:44:53 PM): :/ i dont want to make any assumptions
Raven of Deth (3:44:58 PM): the same as I did with Miguel
mariecriedwolf (3:45:05 PM): im just waiting to see what happens
Raven of Deth (3:45:26 PM): Nothing will happen
Raven of Deth (3:45:42 PM): you two cannot under any circumstance see each other
Raven of Deth (3:45:55 PM): his parents forbid it, your parents do the same, friends forbid it
mariecriedwolf (3:45:57 PM): i know that, we are both aware of that
mariecriedwolf (3:46:05 PM): that the situation doesnt favor us at all
Raven of Deth (3:46:09 PM): if you two do anything, you'll both lose respect from everyone
mariecriedwolf (3:46:12 PM): but i dont want him out of my life
mariecriedwolf (3:46:35 PM): i cant bear knowing one day ill wake up and he wont be in my train of thoughts
Raven of Deth (3:46:40 PM): You're both hopeless -__-
Raven of Deth (3:46:51 PM): I don't know what to tell you kids anymore
mariecriedwolf (3:46:52 PM): i dont care about anyones respect
mariecriedwolf (3:46:57 PM): it means nothing
Raven of Deth (3:47:16 PM): You're both just scared you'll never find anyone else
Raven of Deth (3:47:20 PM): it's called setteling
Raven of Deth (3:47:25 PM): and it's what you're doing
Raven of Deth (3:47:28 PM): taking the easy way out
Raven of Deth (3:47:33 PM): the most familiar path
Raven of Deth (3:47:40 PM): because you fear the unknown
Raven of Deth (3:47:46 PM): it's understandable though
Raven of Deth (3:47:50 PM): it's human nature
Raven of Deth (3:47:58 PM): but eventually you have to get over it
Raven of Deth (3:48:04 PM): you two aren't getting married
mariecriedwolf (3:48:05 PM): but i had so many plans with him, so many aspirations that i dont know if i want to lose them
mariecriedwolf (3:48:14 PM): i know we arent
mariecriedwolf (3:48:20 PM): but it isnt bad to dream
Raven of Deth (3:48:34 PM): cause you know, every couple that lasts more than five months doesn't go through that right?
Raven of Deth (3:48:50 PM): Everyone makes those same pathetic plans
mariecriedwolf (3:49:05 PM): your right
Raven of Deth (3:49:07 PM): just to realize they were being lovestruck juveniles
mariecriedwolf (3:49:18 PM): shut up