16:49

So heres an experience id like to share with all of you, or with anyone thats reading.
December 8 2008, all it took you was 16 minutes and 49 seconds to diminish everything. Everything we worked for came down to that one moment. Im afraid how honest i could be but at this point im not sure if i care. In those 16 minutes and 49 seconds i felt my heart sink, physically sink to my knees, like never before and i cried my heart out, the most i have all year. But im glad your over me, im glad im getting better and stronger. I just needed that push, i needed you to tell me you were over me. Im glad it only took 16 minutes. Our relationship was shattered in those 16 minutes.
But its alright, i wont be bitter for long. My life doesn't stop for anyone. Not even for love. Besides, that served me as an experience, one of the many countless ones ill have. We both still have some growing up to do. I wish you the best of luck Rommel, i really do. You deserve someone with a bigger heart, with longer patience and im sorry i couldn't be that someone. Ill probably never tell you these things. And im okay with that. Im okay. You'll always be my first but your not my last.

I have a feeling im gonna grow up with such a strong heart beat.